Morning blues

February 7, 2006 at 9:43 am (Uncategorized)

I have tears welling up in my throat and I refuse to let them out. I have
been years removed from this and I wont allow myself to indulge in the
moment. I am taken a back by my surprise emotions. I am shocked at the
feeling Im having this second. I hate confusion. I hate 9:23 in the
morning...... *~deleted the original statement that took up this line
because I felt a curse coming on~*

10:51am.....ok I just went on a walk. I feel better. Im over it now. This is
my responsibility. Ill handle it like so. Sometimes I get caught off guard
by my own reflection. My own existence. The fact that I have feelings.
Sometimes I need a time out. So ok deep breath. Its no thing. So, Driving
through...Moving on...

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